Hi! It seems like I'm quite addicted with writing posts...hahaha! Though this posts is done with stealing time here and there...heh!
The emoticons I'm going to use is from this website Kimmy told me..mind you there are A LOT of them! So happy~ ^^
So, let's start rambling *scratch that* reminiscing my life for the past few days...well, to be frank it is...*sigh*
Err...let's be positive now, shall we? ^_^""
This week is the study week...meaning there's no class, no lectures, no tutorials, an absolute one-week free just to prepare for the final exams that's starting next week...or so I think. Of course, there's the too-long-on-hiatus-since-God-knows-when English essay to be submitted on 28th (meaning it's yesterday when I'm writing this post) but then I thought (yes, I thought) that it should be fine. Oh how I'm so wrong...
First, I somehow mix up all my papers that consist of empty/unused yet A4 papers, used papers with my ramblings and dribbles just because I'm bored, notes, lecture notes and of course, the oh-so-thick-but-I'm-too-lazy-to-stapler-and-arrange-them notes for my English essay...which made me end up writing my essay with wrong information instead! If that's not ridiculous enough...(remember this line? Took it from Kyou Kara Maoh CF -don't know what it called, beats me!- on Animax...hahaha!!!) I only realize it when I almost finishing it already! So, you can imagine how I feel when I found that out...I ALMOST GO CRAZY!! In the end, I deleted more than half of it as it's too much to edit and my head isn't in the best condition at all so it's better to start a new one...again, or so I think...oh how I'm so wrong...again...
To start that damn essay, again, (luckily my first 3 paragraphs is okay so I have another 4 to go) means that I have to rearrange the notes (imagine the oh-so-many papers on my bed) in order to get the right information...and after that, to cut the long story short, I finished my essay...though to be frank, I believe I can do better but the end result is satisfactory enough for me...not to self...no more last minute work...I'll die for sure...I hope madam (my lecturer) likes it! So much for an essay that made me had 2 sleepless nights...(I did sleep for about 2-4 hours make it out of 48 hours I only have 8 hours of sleep! Now, how's that...great, huh?) Now I'm remembering that incident (sheesh~ it's just 2 days before, for God's sake!) it's a no wonder I slept like a log last night...
So I finished the essay, it shouldn't be any more problem, right? Wrong. It seems like everybody is rushing to get their report/assignment/etc. printed at the same time so you can imagine the queue and crowd in the megalab...it's quite a chaos! Luckily I'm quiet early so there's not really much trouble...until I met a classmate from my C++ lecture class...giving me a piece of news that ruin my life for good...
Friend: Heiji (of course she calls me by my real name but hey, I'm not going to put it here for good, isn't it?), do you know that the C++ tutorial has to be submitted today?
Me: Huh? Isn't it tomorrow?
Friend: No, it's before 29th...meaning today...is the last day...
And there I am, rushing again, (really, my life for the past days is all about rushing due to assignments...) printing the tutorials, sending them and all and perhaps I'm lucky enough that I manage to settle it all on time...by the end of the day...I was exhausted like hell...not to mention I don't eat anything at all during the day...I have my one and only meal at night...perhaps that add up to my soundless sleep last night...don't get me wrong, I think I do sleep like a log every single night but that was one of the rare times that I immediately slept as my head touch the bed...(I don't have pillows, not because I don't buy it but rather I don't like using them...haha!) like I'm getting hypnotized or something...but either way I think it's good for my health! I'm quite energized today!
But it's been raining so bad my mood is quite gloomy...it's great that it's raining but somehow I'm getting sad a bit for no apparent reason at all...I admit that something had been troubling me (amidst of all the things happening) and actually it's fine already by the time I'm typing this but then again perhaps the rain adds up a melancholy feeling for good measure...
To sum it all up...this week is supposed to be study week but to me (some of my friends also agree to this) this week is actually assignment week...*sigh* But it's not that my life is all gloomy and grey...there are also happy things around! I get another good amount of anime from a friend that all my anime collections now leave about 12 gb free space out of 297 gb available in my external hard disk...hahaha! And I even manage to finishing one series (this person...seriously??!) in marathon mode (oh dear...) and I can't help but promoting it to my other anime-loving friends! The title is Special A (it's quite famous) and now while typing this I'm actually reading the manga! hahaha~ Speaking of manga...hehe~ (I'm going to be yelled for good...) I finished a series also in marathon mode (you what?!)...the title is Penguin Revolution by Tsukuba Sakura-sensei (I'm sooooo loving her work!) and don't worry, I'll post something about this 2 series...I'm sooo gonna do it!
About the troubling thingy...it's a long story but I'll make sure I post about it too! Maybe tomorrow...? Can't really say for sure...I might going out to town tomorrow...have to return the books to the Labuan Library...it's past the due date 3 months ago! I wonder how much of fine I'll be paying...my money...
Alas, no matter what I really should be studying...exam is next week...NEXT WEEK!! Guys, do push me and pray for my success!
Hmm~ I guess that's all for now...boy, I really can write a lot! Speaking of writing...(you still not going to stop??) I have completed and confirmed the plot (I don't write it down..yet) for Chapter 2! hahaha~ I really having trouble with it...I mean, this is the third draft already! I'm not one with drafts so this is quite depressing...sigh~ But now it's finalize I can really make it work for good! ^^ Do anticipate it...after my exams...sigh~
I really should stop now...my common sense is forcing my hand to stand typing already...hahaha! For those going or having exams right now, ganbatte kudasai! Do your best as I'm going to try my best too!
Till then, ja ne! ^^
Music of the day: Moon Hee Jun- Toy
P/S: A rock korean song from an ex-member of a now-disbanding-idol-group H.O.T...I must say this song keeps playing in my head when it was raining just now...it's a rock song alright but what adds up to the melody is the orchestra accompanying it...it's so damn cool! I'm currently listening to the song in repeat mode while writing this down...hehe~ Check it out in my playlist below! ^^
Somehow I realize I do love writing posts...there's just so many things to tell perhaps~
I know it! Let's end this for good in a Literally-style...meaning my style in ending one part or a chapter, usually a cliffhanger...I think that's why people love and hate me and my writing...haha~ (just do it already! You passed the P/S section for good measure now!)
I think this is a good one. Hope so, considering my weird state of mind for the moment. Might continue doing this in the future...sounds great! ^^
Common sense: I give up...this person...just can't stop writing...*sigh*
Me: I'll finish this then! But do help me think on the name section like music of the day is me introducing one song...this...got no idea for the moment...
Common sense: You...
Me: Sorry! (^_^)"
And as the rain falls, he hang his head low, making no attempt to move at all. He just closes his eyes, feeling the rain, drowning in it.
When he finally walks and stops abruptly in front of a shop window, he meets his reflection.
There was him drenched in rain, not even bothered to seek shelter like others. There was his hair damped to the forehead. There was his lips, pale, shivering much. There was his face, expressionless. And then there was his eyes, dark, cold, empty.
He remembered, there were moments of gold, there were flashes of light.
And then there were none.