The Best of the Best of Korean Music in 2012 (according to MY standard)

So I made a draft for this post way back in January on MS Word because of writer's block and in some sort of a weird twist of fate, found it when I am hit by writer's block (again). Sure, it's already May 2013, and in K-pop, stuffs from 2012 is already irrelevant (sorta), but hey, we can never have enough of list in our lives (at least, mine is), and maybe this can be some reminiscent sorta post? Haha! Though it's more like I feel that it's a waste to throw it away orz

So why an award (kinda) list? That’s because;

1. I can cross-post this to that other blog because I'm lazy like that. 
2. Korean award always irks the hell out of me because of the no attendance no award policy (what?)
3. Most online award are filled with fan votes and it pissed me off when the better candidate losing out just because the fandom is smaller OTL

So way to fix this? Make my own! Like a boss.

Bear in mind I’m no music personnel (and I seriously can’t tell one weird tone to another) so this list is purely created from how much of the song/artist I’m enjoying for the past year. You don’t have to agree with me on anything from this, but it sure is good if I can share and introduce some songs you may never know before. So yeah.

Now, on to the list!

7 Years of Love

Hi! Konnichiwa~ Okay...this is one fast post (considering I usually took A LONG time for the next post...haha!)

I'm ready to be yelled at when I'm writing this post actually...this is because...I...despite that my English essay is a whole lot more important...I spent about 2-3 hours listening to the song 7 Years of Love by Kyuhyun from Super Junior (yeah, the one I'm going crazy about on the last post) on repeat mode (imagine listening to the SAME song for a freaking 3 hours non-stop) while writing down a one-shot essay (yeah, you read it right, I'm writing down a NEW ESSAY instead...) Really, what is wrong with me??! Damn it, come back to your senses!!



But really, I know the song is damn slow (not to mention a ballad, a freaking soft ballad!!) and nice and all but really, I'm not (never) really into ballad before...this song is just turning my world upside down, perhaps...I mean, what the hell is wrong with me??


By heijihatsutori at 2009-10-09

Anyhow! I manage to finish it (with a constant fight with my common sense to drop it off and write my English essay instead) and so I'm posting it here, as usual. I planned to make it like the song's lyrics but somehow it turned out like this instead...I post the lyrics too and you can listen to the song on my playlist below.



So folks, do give me your opinion! Pardon the dark feeling, my head was kind of emo last night...the title is of course, the same as the song

SEVEN YEARS OF LOVE

He wants to move, but somehow, he finds himself there, stuck.

“It’s been awhile.”

The same smile, the same tone, the same lively black eyes, the same thin red lips, the same pointed nose, the same small face, the same raven black hair, the same pale skin, this person in front of him did not seem to change at all.

“Indeed, it’s been quite some time now.”

As the person walks closer, he notices that there are some changes after all. The person is astonishingly taller than before, and he did not fail to recognize the all brand new Channel bag on the left shoulder. More stylish, this person is, no more a geek who cares nothing about the world and just grabs anything from the old wardrobe with no sense of fashion at all.

“How long has it been, I wonder; five, six years, perhaps? How are you doing?”

It has been seven years, actually. But he do not want to say it, so he just smiles and look down; careful not to meet the gaze of the other. For he knows, too well, what those eyes can do before, and still do now; suffocating him and strip him off naked from all the lies he built inside. Those eyes can read him straight to the soul; it’s always just one way or another. And he can never win, even after all those years, he finds himself helplessly dying.

“I’m just fine, how about you? You seem to be good too, no?”

The smile widens shyly, the right hand unconsciously rubbing the back of the neck. Old habits die hard, and he can read those perfectly as always, like a book. The sudden silence stirs the nervousness inside him but of course, he does not let it show on his face. He loves the ability of his to wear the relax expression which is close to perfect anytime and anywhere and he knows very well that he never will be more grateful for it than now.

For a moment they just stand there, close but not close enough, a gap existed between them in a space of a person’s shadow. Somehow, they look so pure, just looking around but at each other; he still successfully avoiding the other persons eyes and gaze. There is no air of awkwardness around them, much to his surprise. He looks up at the sky, grey, with shades of white and black overlapping like a painting he once did at high school for art class. He stole a quick glance at his left as he lowers his head down, notices the gaze is fixed at the sky too.

“We never really changed, did we?”

He inhales his breathe deeply, closing his eyes. Indeed, staying like this, just like how they used to a long time ago, makes those days felt like it just happened yesterday. They never were a good talker, nor were they a good listener either. They just stand, look around, and stay in silence, enjoying the other person's company. It never really matter how long had it been since they last see each other actually, for somehow, they will be no words. Like before, like now. It has always been like this after all, he thinks; quiet, slow, and silent. He never is one for words anyway so before he thought of this as somewhat pleasant. But now, after all those long years, he finds himself changing. It is no more pleasant, for the silence starts to kill him softly inside. He wants to say something; he wants to have a good, decent chat, like what normal people will do. It has been seven years after all.

“I think I did change, in one way or another.”

He says it, still staring at the ground. The sound of bus and car horns blazing past his ears, it is rush hour after all, not like he really cares. He leans back towards the wall, channeling his gaze towards the road. In the heart of the city now they been, sky crawlers surrounding them yet it feels like home, just by standing like this. How ironic, he thinks as he adds in.

“It’s been a long time, after all.”

He can feel the gaze on his face. He inhales softly, closing his eyes. This weird relationship of them is platonic, blurry and full with grey. There is no definite definition for it and he himself do not quite sure what is it between them anyway. They are not really friends; he hardly knows the other person as much as he knows his colleagues in the office he worked for past six months. Yet they knew each other for the longest time in their lives. Again, how ironic, we both are, he thinks.

“We, what are we actually?”

This time, he turns his head to the left, to the other person, who exhales deeply, the eyes close. Slowly, the eyes open back, and for the first time, their gazes meet.

“I’m getting married.”

His breathe stops somewhere between inhales and exhales. First drop of rain hits his shoulder.

He wants to move, but somehow, he finds himself there, stuck.


So~ how is it? Do give me your thoughts! I'm thinking of posting this on my Livejournal page along with my other stories but I'm too lazy to keep up with two blogs (remember my friendster blog? I DELETED it in the end) That's just a plan though...for my livejournal account currently have NO post at all so it look kind of pity..perhaps...(joining it just so that I can continue downloading actually...hehe~) But there are a lot of nice things too there so yeah..why not? But absolutely not now...that's final.

Here's the lyric of the song...I must say I've fallen for Kyuhyun's voice...this song suits him perfectly! Not to mention he's always one of my most favorite member in Super Junior before...hehe~

Kyuhyun from Super Junior -7 Years of Love

chilnyeoneul mannatjyo
amudo uriga ireoke
swipge ibyeolhal jureun mollatjyo

geuraedo urineun heeojyeo beoryeotjyo
gin sigan ssahawatdeon gieogeul namginchae

urin eojjeom neomu eorinnaie
seororeul manna gidaenneunji molla
byeonhaeganeun uri moseupdeureul
gamdanghagi eoryeowonneunjido

ibyeolhamyeon apeudago hadeonde
geureongeotdo neukkilsuga eobseotjyo
geujeo geunyang geureongabwa hamyeo damdamhaenneunde

(Chorus)
ureotjyo uuu sigani gamyeonseo naegejun
aswiume geuriume naetteutgwaneun dareun
naui mameul bomyeonseo
cheoeumen chinguro daeumeneun yeoninsairo
heeojimyeon gakkaseuro chingusairaneun
geu mal jeongmal matneunde

geu huro samnyeoneul bonaeneun donganedo
gakkeumssik seoroege yeollageul haesseotjyo

dareun han sarameul manna ttodasi
saranghage doeeosseumyeonseodo nan
seulpeulttaemyeon hangsang jeonhwalgeoreo
sorieobsi nunmulman heulligo

neodo joheun saram mannaya doenda
maeumedo eomneun mareul hamyeonseo
ajik nareul johahana gwaenhi dollyeo malhaetjyo

(Chorus)
arayo uuu seoro gajang sunsuhaesseotdeon
geuttae geureon sarang dasi hal su eopdaneun geol
chueogeuro nameulppun
gakkeumssik chagaun geuael neukkilttaedo isseoyo
hajiman ijeneun amugeotdo yoguhal su
eopdaneun geol jal aljyo

na ije gyeolhonhae geu aeui maldeutgo
hanchameul amumaldo hal suga eobseotjyo
geurigo ureotjyo geu ae majimak mal
saranghae deutgosipdeon geu hanmadi ttaemune

credit: thelapan.com

TRANSLATION

We met for seven years
No one knew we would say goodbye this easily

However we still separated
With the memories we built for a long time, now gone

How did we at such a young age
Meet each other, I don’t even remember how
Difficult for us to handle the maps of our changing selves

They said saying goodbyes are painful
But I didn’t even have time to feel that
I just thought this is the way staying composed

(Chorus)
But I cried
Time passed it gave me a simple yearning
Different from what my mind was seeing
At first friends then next as lovers
We said we’d stay as friends even if we separated

During those 3 years spent alone
We contacted each other sometimes

Even if I met someone else again
Even I loved again
Whenever I was sad I would call you without a word just tears falling

You have to meet a good person
I thought in my heart without any words
I asked if you still liked me without any thought hoping you say it back

(Chorus)
I know
We had the most pure love
Back then we thought that kind of love couldn’t be done again se we saved it in out memories
Often I feel a cold feeling from you
But now I know you can not ask anything

“I’m getting married” is what you said to me
After that for a long time I was speechless
Then I cried they were your last words to me
For the only words I wanted to hear was that you loved me

I forgot where did I took the lyrics...maybe at jpopasia.com if I'm not mistaken...give the credits to those who deserves it! ^^

Till then, do hit me back! Ja ne~



Music of the day: Kokia- Karma

P/S: Just added to the playlist before writing this post...do check it out! It's the OST of anime Phantom~ Requiem to the Phantom...really want to watch the series~ ^^

Lyrics, Lyrics, and Lyrics Again!

Hi! It's been awhile..hisashiburi-desu ne~ ^^

I've been sooooooo busy lately that I don't have time to blog around...assignments are creeping up behind me...(seriously?) along with mid-term exam...*sigh* Life's hard at times, huh? -_-~

I have the feeling of using emoticons...like Kimmy-san, you can check her blog at my blog list..Rottkappchen.. (Kimmy, help me..how to insert link to your blog???)...in the midst of collecting it..so my next post might (just might) have emoticons all over...haha!! That way it's not going to be boring reading my post, right? ^^ But for Literally and one-shot essays..I don't think I'll put them..those are essays alright!

Speaking of essays..I haven't started my English essay...yet. Woaa?? I hate to admit it...but I'm currently infected or having the so-called writer's block...T_T Not just the Chapter 2 in a long hiatus, my so-important English assignment is still a blank page of Microsoft Word!! tsk2...Sonna~ What should I do now???? *sigh*

Put that aside (yeah, right) and now as promised long~ time ago, here I'm going to post lyrics! ^^ Of course, it'll be great if you can read the lyrics while listening to the song but my playlist (damn it!) is not working and I'm tooo busy to look for a new one..*sigh* I WILL do something about it...so don't worry! ^^

The first one is from Nabari no Ou (have I ever get over this series? Nope) opening number, Crawl from Veltpunch! Downloading the mv and watch it a couple of times (thought you're busy?? *sigh*) but I still can't quite grasp the meaning behind it..the song is awesome though! ^^ Also in the list below is the 2nd ending song of Nabari no Ou (again?? Oh yes again) Aru ga mama by Anamu & Maki. I try search for the mv in YouTube but the video quality is soooooooo low (I can't even see the faces!) So I'm yet to watch it but will do so! I'm afraid not in the near future though...From Clannad are the ending song for Clannad, "A Large Family of Dango" (だんご大家族, Dango Daikazoku) by Chata...and the opening song for After Story more..."A Song to Pass the Time" (時を刻む唄, Toki o Kizamu Uta) by Lia. ^^

Is there any other lyric I promised? Can't remember...but I DO remember to post more about anime though...will do so the next time! (really, this person...*sigh*) Don't put your hopes high on me... T_T To make up for that I post another lyric! ^^ It's the ending song from Jigoku Shoujo season 3 : Jigoko Shoujo Mitsuganae...I'm yet to watch this one but from what i heard it is...not..so good?? I don't even watch the full episode of season 2 Futakomori yet! But well the ending song is superb! It's called Ichinuke by mamiko Noto (seiyuu for Ai Enma in the series) Watch the mv and it really give out the phantsm feeling (??) what with the dark background and all...but to me it's cool! Kind of emo...like One Republic's Apologize..there are one mv of the song that gives out (to me) this kind of feeling...I think I'll post the videos here....if I know and figure out how to do so, of course...

So then, here are the lyrics! Enjoy!! ^^ Credits to (mostly) Gendou.com! I forgot where did I took out the Ichinuke lyric though...credits to whoever you are then! Gomen~ T_T

Veltpunch-Crawl -Nabari no Ou OP-

chi o hau you ni susunde wa
heibon na joushou kurikaesu
kizamareta unmei datte tada shinkokyuu
tarinai no wa wakatteita
gouon ni tsubusaresou na hibi
hari no you na ame mo yande kimi ga kita

Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la

iroaseta eien wa taikutsu no shouchou imi mo naku
umi no soko ni tsukurareta POOL mitai da
uzu wo egaku suimen ni takasugiru sora ga utsuru
joudan nara wakaru you na toki ni shite

Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la fight for myself
Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la

taikutsu wa mou genkai desu
tachitsukushita STAGE de nagurikaesu yuuki
I don't care, I don't care
sonzai sae mo kimi wa warau ka na…
hashiridashita PACE de nagaretetta fuukei
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care
tadashii ka dou ka o tashikame ni yuku no desu ka

tadoritsuita GOAL de hajimete shitta shinjitsu
I don't care, I don't care
ashita ni nareba kimi mo kizuku ka na
hagare ochita sangatsu no hizumi kitta kuuki mo
I don't care, I don't care
Going up the 13 steps
They'll be waiting for your hands
itami o shitta kyou kara ga atarashii START nara
I'll be there, I'll be there, I'll be there

tsubuyaita koukai wa kimi no te ni kobiritsuku
togisumashita yaiba o ta ga tame ni furu no desu ka

TRANSLATION

Advancing by crawling along the earth is
Just the ordinary climb all over again
Even with my destiny carved out for me, I just take a deep breath
I knew it wasn't enough
The days felt as if they were going to be destroyed by the thunderous roar
The needle-like rain stopped and you arrived.

Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la

A dulled eternity is the "symbol of boredom", meaningless
Like a pool made at the bottom of the sea
Painting swirls on the water's surface,
The too-high sky is reflected upon it
If you're joking make it that I understand

Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la fight for myself
Sha la la I sing for you
Sha la la

I can't take this "boredom" anymore.
Standing still on the stage, the courage to fight back
I don't care, I don't care
I wonder if you'll smile even without an "existence"...
At the pace of when you just start running
The scenery that flew by
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care
Are you going to find out what is really right or wrong?

Finally at the goal you've struggled up to, the truth known for the first time
I don't care, I don't care
I wonder if you'll realize it tomorrow...
Even the distorted air ripped off of March
I don't care, I don't care
Going up the 13 steps
They'll be waiting for your hands
If we make a new start after the today that we came to know pain
I'll be there, I'll be there, I'll be there

The murmured regrets are clinging to your hand
Is that sharpened blade being swung for the sake of someone else?

http://raining-helium.livejournal.com/22438.html
(When I copy the lyric the link is inserted too...I have no idea why..maybe they took lyric here, perhaps? So I just going to insert it too..)

Anamu & Maki-Aru ga Mama (As It Is) -Nabari no Ou 2nd ED-

furitsuzuku ame hitori de miushinatteta
kitsuke na kereba mada munashisa ni amanjiteita

kono te o nobasou furikaeranai de

kimi no soba ni itai
soba ni sasete hoshii
aru ga mama sono mama ikite yukeru nara
kitto sono te o totte doko made mo toberu darou
kimi to nara kanata made aru ga mama de

sorezore no shinjitsu butsukari kaosu ni natteku
daremo ga onaji namida nagashiteru nara

kono te o nobashite wakachi aeru darou

itsumo kanjite itai
kono te ni kizamareteru nukumori wa kimi no mono kimi to mitsuketa mono
kawarazuni iru koto kawatteku samazama o
aru ga mama sono mama uketometeku

itsuka ae naku natte kono te o hanashite mo
wasurenai wasurenai kara doko made mo toberu darou

kimi o omotteru yo
itsu demo soba ni iru yo
aru ga mama sono mama ikite yukeru nara
ima wa soba ni itai
soba ni sasete hoshii
aru ga mama sono mama ikite yuku kara

TRANSLATION

I lost sight when I was alone in the falling rain
if I'm not noticed, I might still be in the void

let's stretch out this hand, don't look back

I want to be at your side
I want you to let be me at your side
just as it is, If I could live on
I will surely take that hand, and I can fly wherever it is
as long as I'm with you, till faraway land just as it is

each truth are clashing and become chaos
if everyone is shedding the same tears

if I stretch out this hand, we might understand each other

I always want to feel
the warmth which is carved in this hand is yours, something that I found with you
each of unchanged matters started to change differently
just as it is, I will receive all

someday, we won't be seeing each other, even if I let go this hand
I won't forget, because I'm not forgetting I can fly wherever it is

I am thinking of you
always, I am at your side
just as it is, if I can live on
now I want to be at your side
I want you to let be me at your side
just as it is, because I can live on

Lia-Toki wo kizamu Uta (A Song to Pass the Time) -Clannad After Story OP-

Ochite iku sunadokei bakari miteru yo
Sakasama ni sureba hora mata hajimaru yo
Kizanda dake susumu jikan ni
Itsuka boku mo haireru kana

Kimi dake ga sugisatta saka no tochuu wa
Atataka na hidamari ga ikutsu mo dekiteta
Boku hitori ga koko de yasashii
Atatakasa o omoikaeshiteru

Kimi dake o kimi dake wo
Suki de ita yo
Kaze de me ga nijinde
Tooku naru yo

Itsumademo oboeteru
Nanimo kamo kawatte mo
Hitotsu dake hitotsu dake
Arifureta mono da kedo
Misete yaru kagayaki ni michita sono hitotsu dake
Itsumademo itsumademo mamotte iku

Hadazamui hi ga tsuzuku mou haru na no ni
Mezamashidokei yori hayaku okita asa
Sanninbun no asa-gohan o tsukuru kimi ga
Soko ni tatte iru

Kimi dake ga kimi dake ga
Soba ni inai yo
Kinou made sugu soba de boku o miteta yo

Kimi dake wo kimi dake wo
Suki de ita yo
Kimi dake to kimi dake to
Utau uta da yo
Boku-tachi no boku-tachi no
Kizanda toki da yo
Katahou dake tsuzuku nante
Boku wa iyada yo

Itsumademo oboeteru
Kono machi ga kawatte mo
Dore dake no kanashimi to deau koto ni natte mo
Misete yaru hontou wa tsuyokatta toki no koto
Saa iku yo arukidasu saka no michi o

http://atashi.wordpress.com/2008/11/14/clannad-after-story-opening-theme-toki-o-kizamu-uta/

TRANSLATION

I’m only looking at the spilling hourglass
When I turn it upside-down, look, it starts up again
I wonder if I’ll be able to someday enter
The advancing time that only ticked away

Midway on the slope that only you passed through
Many warm spots of sunshine appeared
Here by myself, I’m reminiscing
About the tender warmth

It’s only you, it’s only you
Who I loved
My eyes tear up in the wind
And you become distant

I’ll remember forever
Even if just about everything changes
It was just one, it was just one
Ordinary thing
But in the brilliance that I’ll show you, there’s only one thing that was fulfilled
I’ll protect it forever and ever

The chilly days continue, even though it’s already spring
On a morning when I woke up earlier than the alarm clock
You’re standing there
Making breakfast for three

It’s only you, it’s only you
Who isn’t by my side
Up until yesterday, you were right by my side, looking at me

It’s only you, it’s only you
Who I loved
It’s a song that I sing
Only with you, only with you
It’s our, it’s our
Time passed together
I don’t want to
Continue on my own

I’ll remember forever
Even if this town changes
No matter how much sorrow I’m to encounter
I’ll show you when I was truly strong
C’mon, let’s go; we’ll start walking on the sloped road

http://atashi.wordpress.com/2008/11/14/clannad-after-story-opening-theme-toki-o-kizamu-uta/

Chata-Dango Daikazoku (A Large Family of Dango) -Clannad ED-

dango dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

yancha na yaki dango yasashii an dango
sukoshi yumemigachi na tsukimi dango
osumashi goma dango yotsu ko kushi dango
minna minna awasete hyakunin kazoku

akachan dango wa itsumo shiawase no naka de
toshiyori dango wa me o hosometeru

nakayoshi dango te o tsunagi ooki na marui wa ni naru yo
machi o tsukuri dango boshi no ue minna de waraiau yo
usagi mo sora de te o futte miteru dekkai otsuki-sama
ureshii koto kanashii koto mo zenbu marumete

nakayoshi dango te o tsunagi ooki na marui wa ni naru yo
machi o tsukuri dango boshi no ue minna de waraiau yo
usagi mo sora de te o futte miteru dekkai otsuki-sama
ureshii koto kanashii koto mo zenbu marumete

dango dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

dango dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

TRANSLATION

Dango, dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family
Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family

The naughty fried dango, the kind red bean dango
The Mid-Autumn Festival dango that tends to dream a little
The prim sesame dango, the four dango on a skewer
Everyone, everyone comes together and it's a family of 100s

The baby dango is always within happiness
The aged dango has its eyes narrowed

The chummy dango hold their hands together and make a big, round ring
They build a town on the dango planet and everyone laughs together
The rabbit is trying to wave in the sky; the huge moon
Is rounding up everything, happy things and sad things, too

The chummy dango hold their hands together and make a big, round ring
They build a town on the dango planet and everyone laughs together
The rabbit is trying to wave in the sky; the huge moon
Is rounding up everything, happy things and sad things, too

Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family
Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family

Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family
Dango, dango, dango, dango, a big dango family

http://atashi.wordpress.com/2007/10/27/clannad-ending-theme-dango-daikazoku/

Mamiko Noto-Ichinuke (One Through) -Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae ED-

Mitete goran houra ichi nuketa
Fureta sobakara hiete nukegara ni

Nagasarete tadoritsuku utsutsu torokeru bekkou no tamashii

Yuube tsumuida yume wo douzo sono koyubi ni karamenasai
Itanda toge ga hitotsu nukeru……

Iki wo koroshi sotto ichi nuketa
Kowai kowai to furue nukegara ni

Kaerazu ni naiteiru ano ko ushiro no shoumen wa tokoyami

Yuube toraeta tsumi wo douka sono sadame no kakuremino ni otsukainasai

Yuube tsumuida yume wo douzo sono koyubi ni karamenasai
Yoru ga karada wo hitotsu nukeru……

Hitori nukeru……

TRANSLATION

Try to see, look, there’s someone missing
From the moment it was touched
It grows cold and turns into an empty shell

A reality that finally arrives after being washed away
A soul covered in tortoise shell that melts away

Here, this is the dream I weaved last night
Entangle it onto that little finger
One rotten thorn falls out……

Hold your breath, slowly, one person is missing
You tremble in fear and turns into an empty shell

Behind that child who is crying and won’t go home, is an endless darkness

The sin that was caught last night
Please use it as the invisible cloak of that fate

Here, this is the dream I weaved last night
Entangle it onto that little finger
The night causes one body to be missing……

One person falls out……

Enjoy!! ^^

P/S: As the lyrics are in Japanese (of course) I label this post as Nippon-Go too...check out the meaning and learn japanese at the same time...cool, huh? The Insa lyric (that's korean) will be put under hangul...learn a bit of Korean too...though frankly I'm more into japanese but well, why not? We should learn while we can, right? ^^

This must be the longest post ever here...

Untitled.

Hi! This is my third post for the day...I'm sooooooo random, didn't I? haha~

I was on the verge of breaking my neck to start chapter 2 when I found this one-shot inside my pen drive...(haven't open it for a long time...lucky I don't lost it!) It really brings out memories, I wrote this one just after I finish college...and it describe my journey back home..going back by bus...have to walk after the gate due to the "disappearing of buses" in order to get to the bus station and all...what with the song Insa kept repeating in my head all along the way...I can be a bit sentimental you know..haha!

The story is pure fiction and I just blend in my journey here and there to add up to the story...also I'm totally hook on the song Insa by TVXQ at the time I wrote the story so it's best to listen to it while you reading it...just look for the song in my playlist on the bottom of the page....^^ There are two version...one by TVXQ and the other is a solo version by Hero Jaejoong, one of the member of TVXQ...I sincerely like TVXQ's version more..their harmony is just...indescribable..haha!

For those who love K-movies might notice that the song Insa is actually the OST for the movie A Millionaire's First Love...a sad love story, mind you...haha!

This one-shot has no title at first so I just going to call it...

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Hi! How are you doing today? The weather’s nice today, right? The sky is so blue, and the cloud is so white. The sun is so hot though. I had a hard time walking under the heat. No need to mention my red face, I already got the oh-my-god-her-face-is-so-red kind of stare from everybody before I arrived here. And that’s not funny at all, in case you’re thinking of laughing right now. I know you won’t though, because you’re just a nice person! Oh, before I forgot, here, for you! Iris, hope you like it! Do you know the meaning of Iris? It’s the happiness of the believer. Cool, right? I know this from the anime, Spiral: Suiri no Kizuna. It’s really awesome! Highly recommended! Ok, I know you’re not that into anime so I better stop here. But it’s really good! I even buy the original DVD! You know how I am when it comes to money yet I’m still willing to buy it. And that just shows how good the story is! Ok, I really have to stop now. Or else you’ll go crazy, right?

In case you’ve forgotten, today’s the last day of exam. And that means a complete freedom! Also, being the last day it is, it’s the last day of school too. Everybody’s got their parents come to pick them up, excluding me. I’m going back by bus. That explains the bags I have here! To tell the truth, this is not much actually; my roommates are having tougher times than me! So I can be considering as lucky. I don’t really mind though. Because I can see you first before I leave! I’m a nice person, right? No need to answer, I know I am! Just kidding~ By the way, my bus is due on 5PM so I need to go earlier than that. It’s just 2PM now, but just in case I forget the time, do remind me, ok!

The exam is so hard! I could feel my head spinning around again and again in the hall. But I’ve tried my best though. No matter how the result will be, I just going to accept it with all my might! Don’t believe me? I don’t believe myself either. But the part where you teach me before, I could answer them well! Really, it’s all thanks to you! I bet if you answer them you’ll definitely get high scores! You’re much smarter than me anyway. Don’t deny it; you know it’s the truth!

Seriously, to think that it’s already the last day, time does moves on so fast right? I feel like I just knew everyone yesterday. And now all of us are moving on different ways. It’s kind of sad, isn’t it? But we’re friends, right? Don’t you dare forget me! Or else…hey, take it easy! I’m just kidding! But I won’t forget you. No need to worry, ok! You’re the very best friend I ever had! Do you hate it, when I keep on saying ‘friend’?

To tell the truth, I’m actually afraid to come today, but thinking it’s already the last day, I brave myself! No, not because of you, it’s just that I’m afraid your family will be here too. You see, I’m not the type that can easily talk like this to any people. So, I’m afraid if they are here, too, I won’t be able to talk to you, as freely as now. So I’m quite glad, to be exact. Do you mind? It’ll be great to meet them, but I don’t think I have that courage. You know what I mean, right? You understand, right? Thanks!

I…I really am grateful that I know you. You are my inspiration, and you never fail to amuse me with your practical way of thinking. Seriously, I think it’s funny that we can be close friends yet never really agree with each other! Weird, isn’t it? Yet that really draws us closer. And am I weird if I say I’m actually always looking forward to not agree with you? I think that’s weird. I am a weird person! No, you’re not weird. It’s just me. Me, myself, anime, and I. What does anime have to do here?! I am weird, right? Just bear with it, ok? Good luck.

Lately I’ve been thinking, how I know you’ll go mad if I say this. But still, I want to say it. I don’t want to care of the consequences, now that I’m already here with you. I want to say…sorry. I know you’ll go on saying that it’s not your fault or whatever but still, sorry. Sorry, if I ever hurt you somehow along the way. Sorry, if I ever said something that makes you hurt. Sorry, for not trying to understand you at times. Sorry, for not being able to do anything for you. Sorry, for everything I’ve ever said and done. And sorry, for this, might be our last meeting. I’m going back home today. It’s far, for you and I are separated miles apart. We…might not be able to see each other anymore. I, hate to say this, I really do! Don’t worry; I’m not going to cry. Not in front of you of course! It’s embarrassing. It’s already embarrassing enough to say things like this! It’s so not cool. But I have to. So I’m bearing with it. Try to bear with it too, ok!

Oh no, it’s getting late already. I should have come sooner, right? I try too, but there’s lack of bus today from school to here, even though it’s weekend today. Now that’s one thing weird, right? Seriously, how come there’s lack of bus? And no, I’m not lying if that’s what you’re thinking right now, ok! And here we go again. We never really could stop, for God’s sake. Even at times like now. We really not going to stop, right?

I’m taking my bags now. I…really am going to go now. I am going to move forward. I’m going to move on. Even without you with me, I’ll move on. Regardless of whatever happens, I still going to move on. No, I’m not going to turn back to you, because if I did, I may not be able to leave. I…I’ll work hard. In order to see your smile again, I’ll do everything I could. No matter what it takes, I’ll give it my all. So, please, please hold on. Please work hard too. Until you wake up again from your comatose state, until you recover fully, I will always work hard. If you suddenly go in your sleep, I will never forgive you. Never! So please, hold on. This is my last greeting to you.

And she says it.

I love you.

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She take a small step, with her bags on the shoulders, she opens the door, heads low, moves out, and closes it. She never turns back. For if she did, she might as well see his mother standing, watching her go, eyes brimming with tears.

Out of the hospital, she puts on her mp3, the highest volume. Upon the sound of DBSK’s song Insa played, she can’t hold on anymore. Tears down her rosy cheek, and the song played, over and over again.

Fly away, fly away love, fly away, fly away love…

It's weird for me to write a love story...so just bear with it..(this is my first time writing one!) and I'm not good in this kind of thing anyway...haha!

Insa (Greeting) lyric by TVXQ (somehow got the urge to post it together...haha!)

[Junsu]
Barami momun gu shigan jocha
Naegen nomu mojarangol
Hanbone miso majimak insa
Saranghamnida gudel

[Changmin]
Shigane jichodo sarang-e apado
Gu shigan jocha chuogigo
Majimak insal haneyo
Saranghamnida saranghamnida

[All]
Fly away Fly away LOVE
Fly away Fly away LOVE
Fly away Fly away LOVE

[Junsu]
Neseng-e dan hanbone sarang-a ahnyong

P/s: I really dunno if I'm accurate in the who sings what part. HAHA (Says the one posting the lyric but I'm quite 100% sure -quite??- that it's correct..especially on Junsu's part..haha~)


TRANSLATION

Even that time when the wind stays
Its not enough for me.
I smile one more time and give my final greeting:
I love you.

I am tired now and love hurts
But even if that time is just a memory
I have to give my final greeting.
I love you, I love you.

Fly away Fly away LOVE
Fly away Fly away LOVE
Fly away Fly away LOVE

In the afterlife I will greet my love again

Lyrics credit to dbskarchives.blogspot.com

Do tell me how you think about it! ^^